It says on my dashboard that I have 108 posts. On my actual blog, it says I had 101.
I'm extremely confused.
MLIA. Just kidding.

Dear blog, I have the greatest friends ever.

So folks,
Some smart dumbass successfully popped my lock and stole 6 bucks and my earphones from my pe locker.
I'm quite upset with that.
I was about to bring my wallet that day too. Imagine having over 50 bucks stolen. Thankfully, it was just 6 bucks and broken earphones. Victoria let me borrow some money. Thank goodness<3 I saved it in case Denise was going to be late afterschool and I needed some food. I ended up going to Peets with Victoria because she's the sweetest person ever who keeps me from being completely stranded. :[ I met her dad. :] Pretty cool.

Pan and Denise came around 2:45. -_-; It's cool though. Panphila got me China Glazes! <333 L8R G8R, Kaleidoscope him out, and Atlantis! How effin' amazing is that? Well, we drove all the way back to SLZ. I got freakishly carsick from my lack-of-food and traffic. I was dryheaving again. Picked up Belle and went to the movies, saw Blind Side. Amazing movie, I wouldn't have traded it for New Moon or Ninja Assassin.

I was starving pretty bad & i have a headache, managed to survive to go to ihop near home. Ate, my stomach hurt while i was eating, but good food. :)

Thanks Victoria, Denise, Panphila, and Belle for everything. <3

Wednesday's canceled. :(
Ugh, thanks for being so understanding, you guys.
I'm so bummed though.

I was looking forward to it ever since we planned it.
Darn mom and her bad timing.
:[ I hope my dad gets better soon though.

Oh, the cleverness of me! :)

- I resemble a creampuff, a mushroom, a puffball, or anything of that sort.
- I'm eating oreo cakesters, peanut butter with milk. It's delicious.
- My grandma and I went shopping together today. :) My grandma loves me. It was fun.
- If you couldn't tell from the first sentence, I cut my hair again.
- Thus, I resemble a puffball.
- My cousin bought these yummy oranges that are easy to peel. It's almost gone, so I stole two of them and stashed them into my room.
- Malina wants me to do her makeup, hair, nails, and all that good stuff for prom. As a payment, I get to pick her shoes.
- I don't want to go to school tomorrow.
- Wednesday!<3 I can't wait. :)
- I'm contemplating on wearing my heels on Wednesday. Eh, maybe not.
- I'm feeling better from Friday. It's all good.
- ONE MORE OREO CAKESTER. I shall devour yoooou.
- Dark chocolate > milk chocolate > tuna > white chocolate
- Sausage > Bacon
- I love Denise, even if she does have bad taste in food. :)
- I painted my nails again. RUBY PUMPS!
- I miss my sister. :( Sh, don't tell her though.
- Oil blotting sheets are freakishly expensive.
- I love my grandma. :)
- Today, we were standing in line holding two items. Everyone else had full carts. The lady in front of me felt bad and let us cut. <3 You're amazing, lady. :)
- Dance shoes suck. -_-;

Juice boxes.

I wish I had a positive affect(effect?) on people. I'm not good with words, so I don't know how to comfort people. If you're looking for comfort, don't look for it around me. Sure, I empathize, sympathize but I can't express it through words. I'll just give you short word answers or make you feel crummier. Even if I'm lively, it seems like everything I touch withers and dies. -_-;

I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like bawling my eyes out, ripping my hair out, and throw everything. I ate some lunch today, but I'm dryheaving. I'm coughing like hell, and trying to puke out nothing.

I don't want to step out of my room right now.
My mom's mad at me because I'm getting sick and not doing anything about it.
Whatever. It comes and it goes.

I spoke with my little brother, JJ, a few minutes ago. He was a big fat lump underneath a blanket. He talked about how he wished all of us (Jenn, me, jr, and him) were wizards. He proceeded to chant spells from Harry Potter. That made my day. :)

I am so sick of November.

Seriously, seriously.

I want college applications to be over, personal statements, and senior year to be over. Let's rewind. I rather deal with junior year all over again then this month. -_-;

I don't know what's up with me.
It's only a simply edit for my personal statement.
I am SO TIRED of rereading it over and over again. BLAH. WTF.
I'm thankful for having a class where I can work on it
but this month just bothers me... a whole lot.


I'm a failure.
'Scuse me and goodnight.

edit++

Max limit for PS - 1000 words.
Words I began with - 1800 words
Halfway editing - 1500 words
Done editing - 1700 words.

Really now?
I have less than two weeks.

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I need more shoes.
This year all I've been wearing are chucks, chucks, and a few flats here and there.
As I was going through flickr.
I saw these GORGEOUS pair of flats.
It made me miss flats, even though they make your feet all sweaty and nasty.
Also, I saw these pair of satin black peeptoe pumps. Now, I wish I was shorter so I have a good excuse to wear heels.

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It's 10:15.
I don't know what I'm waiting for.
"I don't want your money, I want change."

I was sleepy around 9'oclock. Now I'm wide awake. I don't have the motivation to study for spanish.

I had a trig test today. I had a callnote from Sac State. I chose my test over Sac State. I better have gotten an A on it. Please and thank you. This is the first time since my sophomore year I've been doing good in math, understanding the material and all.

I did my physics homework. He didn't collect it. I measured all the sides of the triangle. He told us we didn't need it. 15 minutes later, he told us to measure them.
He resorted to artsy-stuff. (No offense, Victoria.) Physics was a head-banging experience today, literally, on a desk.

I took a nap today after two weeks of going without one.
I slept for 45 minutes cause I had 5 pillows stacked on each other. Ohwhee.

Ok, enough randomness for one night.
Goodnight, for really this time.

Let Me Hear Your Voice

The rain just now has stopped
The smell of asphalt is floating around the city
Hey, over there too, the weather is fine already right?
For the weather has cleared up from the west
Since you’re not a morning person
Everyday, will you be able to wake up properly?
I’m still worried about things like that

The spreading sky, the freedom
Although neither of them has changed
Right now, just that… it’s only just that you are not by my side

Let me hear your voice
If we become honest, surely
We’ll be able to understand each other
Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
The path we have come is, for us, definitely
An important STEP to that future

The first time I met you was
Around this season right?
The light up street was
Glowing beautifully
The crybaby-you, from that time on, often
Laid your forehead on my shoulder
You were crying right? That extreme warmth
From your touch on my shoulder

Everyone lives, carrying his own worry
Desperately holding his broken heart

Let me hear you voice
If we become more kind
We’ll be able to love each other
Don’t avert my eyes
Let me hear your voice
Let’s get over those entwined anxieties and loneliness
The feelings of this moment become our bond

Yeah, Since you went away hasn’t been the same
In my heart all I got is pain
Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can’t maintain
Sunlight moonlight you lit my life realize in the night
while love shines bright
Cant let you go we’re meant forever baby let me know

This past without you, Can’t forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me
Raining on me missing you touch
Nights get long and it’s hard to clutch
We’re apart breaks my heart
Its all for the best girl you’re my world
In time my love unfurls
He will then wait for you girl


Let me hear your voice
If we become honest, surely
We’ll be able to understand each other
Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
The path we have come is, for us, surely
An important STEP to that future

100th

Happy 100th blog!

I got my room back yesterday, but since it's my 100th blog, I wanted to type out something special.

Unfortunately, I don't have anything special to type about. :)

Let's see.... what's important right nooow.
MY PROGRESS REPORT.
PE - A
H. Spanish 4 - A-
Jazz Dance - A
AP Literature - B
Physics - A
Trig - A+ (That's right!)
AP Government - A

My grandma got on my back about my B, but whatever. I GOT AN A+ IN TRIG! :D

So today, my dance teacher told us that we needed to perform at Pinole Senior Center.
I asked if it was mandatory, she said our grade would drop a letter if we didn't. Blah! :[ Oh well, I get to see cute old people. :)

I hate how I don't get a week off from school like everyone else. :(
Hopefully I get to see my friends next week.

I saw Belle and Denise Saturday, we went to Happy Sashimi. <3 I love you guys, even though you're hella weird. :3 Thanks Denise for the jacket. I begged my mom to let me go. She set a curfew at 8. .___. I left around 6:30 pm. An hour and a half out? HAHA.

Denise and I played Sherlock Holmes. She's the fat one! <3

The weather is getting colder. I miss wearing shorts and t-shirts.
I dislike the clothing transition from warm fall to cold fall.
I feel ridiculously awkward.

Glitter nailpolish is totally fab, but.... I hate the removal. Gosh darnit to the world.

Anyway, happy random 100th posting folks
& goodnight. :)

Happy Birthday, Victoria!

You big 'ole fart. :D Have an awesome one, you deserve it!

PS. I wish I could make you this cake. Unfortunately, I'm not that awesome/skilled. D:

Supernatural.

SAT Subjects bombed. I don't really want to talk about it... at all. :(

I need to finish my UC applications, and then I'm home free. Almost. Besides doing FAFSA, scholarships, and schoolwork. Whoever said senior year was a chill year, lied.

I'm watching Supernatural this morning. :)
My room is almost done, so I'll be back to my normal schedule of painting my nails, homework, chatting, and whatnot.

My room is green and it's a bright green.
& guess what?
I LOVE IT. :D
It says a lot about me (; instead of the gloomy blue-ish grey I've been stuck with the past year.

FML.

Under construction.

My room is under renovation, so I spend time in my living room/grandma's room, so no motivation or privacy at ALL. I only like doing in blogs alone.

I'll see you once again blog when I get my room back.

Happy November?