I really hate thinking about it. It gets me all upset and such. I guess I deserve it. Do you feel it too? Probably not.

It's already Tuesday morning. Practically almost halfway done with spring break. I still have stuff to do.

- Body Imperfect essay for AP Lit
- Poster and essay for Chemistry
- Worksheets for APUSH
- Read up to page 145 for AP Lang (One Flew Over the Cuckoos Nest) [I really don't enjoy that book]
- Catch up on algebra II work

You know... in a few more months, I'm going to be a senior. That's shocking to me, surprisingly. I'm still stuck in the past, you know? Not mentally, but I'm usually more reminiscent about several things.

Today at work, I don't know what the fuck happened. I was leaving for swimming class and since there was a lot of traffic in front of the store, my mom and I stayed in the car near the shop. Then this random guy goes to the store but doesn't EXACTLY go in. He looks in and about. He looks around the sidewalks and the streets. My dad is the only one at the shop. Then he practically goes down on his knees and CRAWLS in. I was like, what the fuck? He is trying to avoid the cameras or something? So I try to grab my phone from my swimming bag but my mom yells at me to go check what was he doing. Anyway, so I RUN in and the guy like jumps from shock from me running in and I called for my dad. He was in the back, btw. The guy had his hand WAY deep in his pocket, that it looked completely unnatural. My dad came and I told my dad to take care of the customer, and all the guy did was ask for change for 5 dollars. I don't know. I suspected a knife or something to be in the pocket. Who knows. After my dad told him we didn't give change I told him what my mom and I saw. Then my dad went out of the store and memorized his face... yeah. That was creepy. I just hate leaving my dad and people by themselves. Despite how much I hate working, I usually go just because I don't want my mom or anyone else to be by themselves at the shop.

Anyway, I have a dentist appointment later today. Ick. I hate dentists. I hope this one doesn't scratch out my gums like the other dentist did.

I want to go shopping, so so badly.
I'm eyeing the MAC 'Peppermint Patti' nail lacquer right now. $11 dollars for a nail polish? It's so pretty though. :[ Maybe I'll buy some new sneakers since my newest pair is practically all worn down. I have like... 35 other pairs of shoes, but lately I've been only wearing ONE. Anyway, maybe tomorrow my mom will take me shopping before my appointment. But first, I need to buy my sister a birthday present.