Pewpewpew.

Today was okay.

I hope I don't get moved in math. I talk too much in there, not all my fault though. The people around me need help, so they ask me because Sanders is busy helping out the people on the other side.

I got my F21 order in. I was pretty happy that I got it but my mom killed my mood.

My mom thinks I have some secretive boyfriend who I'm using for his money. Thanks mom. I'm glad you believe I'm like that. Geez.

She's been listening to my night-convos? Then she'll know I'm helping people with their homework. She should actually listen to the conversation rather than hear the deepness of the voice on the other line. She needs to accept the fact that I make better friends with guys than girls. (with the exception of the superduper awesome girls that I can get along with with no problem whatsoever.)

It's no use explaining it to her. She's only concerned with herself and family's benefits. If I explain to her that I'm helping them with their homework, she'll be like DON'T HELP THEM, THEY SHOULDN'T BE BOTHERING YOU. LET THEM DO IT BY THEMSELVES, YOU SHOULD BE CONCERNED WITH YOURSELF ONLY. & she's supposedly a believer in karma. No wonder she's so bitter.

I love my mom & all, but she's absolutely irrational and hypocritical. (I guess this is where I get my hypocrisy from.) If she continues thinking that I'm some friggen easy golddigger, I'm getting out.

I re-did my nails again for like the 3rd time this week. I'm pretty pleased with them this time.

Physics test tomorrow, kill me now.
Spanish test tomorrow, I'm not worried.

I didn't take my daily nap today.
So I'll sleep early tonight.

You know, back freshman year, I always wondered how my sister fell asleep with a bajillion stuff on her bed in her junior and senior year. I've come to realize, you just don't give a damn anymore. Hello spanish notebook, reading book, water bottle, nail polish, mp3 player, straightener, and stuffed animals. Wtf?

Goodnight.






Last day of September.
October = college apps.
Yay.

I'm the happiest girl today.

Because I got a 98 out of 100 on my trig test.
I'm not failing trig anymoooooooooooore~ :D
*dances*

Humpty Dumpty Mickey?

Sunday, I went to San Jose to go visit my cousins. I finally got to wear my oxford heels that Malina got me for my birthday. :) My cousins got me a Mickey Mouse pillow. I was being a brat and carrying it around until they said I could have it since Calvin supposedly bought it for me when they went to Disneyland. I practically squealed when I saw it. Panphila has a Donald Duck one. I think it's cuter because Mickey's ears slap me on the face a lot. But guess what!? It matches my MP3 player! WOOHOO! I'm happy. My mom overreacted when she saw my heels. I survived, how pro am I? Sike. :)

My cousin lives near a nail supply shop. Who could resist?! I sure can't. I purchased OPI Garangtuan Green Grape, OPI Breathe Life (YAY! I couldn't find one for Pan though, pooey.), China Glaze Eyes Like Sapphires, and China Glaze Rain Storm. I wasn't too sure about the China Glazes, but all the other colors I could've reached by Sally's. Mind as get the limited editions one, yes?

So yesterday night. I was just chilling talking with people online. Then the FATTEST fly I've ever seen comes into my room. It was so big and loud I could hear it land. :( Then I guess it knew I was scared of it, so it flew near me. I think Denise had fun. I turned off my lights then flew out of my room. I didn't see it come out, but I think it ninja-ed its way out of my room. :[ How can a fly on steroids be a ninja? Who knows, but I'm pretty jealous.

My grandma finally made my favoritest food in the world. Pho. :) I was feeling pretty much like humpty dumpty afterwards. I didn't even feel like reaching for my phone. I just laid on the bed for a couple hours cause I was that bloated. My tummy is happy now.

I got a bajillion bug bites. THEYRE KILLING MEEEEE. I hope Victoria doesn't see me itching tomorrow or else she'll smack me. X_X; Revenge~

I need to open up my soompi shop soon. My room is piling up. @_@ Ohnoes.

College applications are coming out soon! I'm feeling so indecisive. Anyway, time for bed now. Night night. :)

Cold weather is coming. Pooooooey. At least my warm room is coming into use.

Silly Rabbit, Trix are for kids. :)

I decided to give China Glaze For Audrey another shot. Surprisingly, I actually like it this time around. Sure, it doesn't match my skintone, but it's a nice color overall. Like Pan's, application was thick. Bummer. Maybe I like it because of the rabbits. I saw a picture on soompi of rabbit nails, so I thought I'd give it a shot. :) I've never felt so cool, HAHA. I'll probably have this one on for a few more days. I wish I had a nice mint green in my collection though. :( As usual, I can't do any designs on my right hand. I painted my toes in China Glaze's Neon Flying Dragon. I decided to give that one a chance too. It's still rough, but the color is vibrant. I forgive it.

I need to try out OPI's Banana Bandana. I keep forgetting to try it out. I still need to return Sephora's dark room. I'm thinking of exchanging it for metro chic since I don't have any nice grey cremes in my collection. Oh CG's Recycle, why can't I get my hands on you? >:[

I bought a couple stuff online from F21. I really hate having a budget, LOL. I remember being $1.18 over... then 9 cents over. There are no words to describe how disappointed, annoyed, and POed I was.

I also got a haircut. I'm thinking of going shorter. Who knows. No one in my family likes it because it makes me look old, at least it's easier to maintain. I may be extremely materialistic, but most of the time, I don't give a crap about my hair. My cousin was bitching/nagging about it the entire time. Geez, it's my hair. She tells me whatever I want, but did she really need to complain about it after she said that. Yes, it's my choice, don't bother me about it. My mom later agreed with me about my idea of hair because she knows I don't care much about it. At least my hair is undyed and barely fried and not dried out, dead, and completely fried. Kthxbai.

Character.

It always makes me wonder how a person's character is shaped into who they are now.
Do they have to go through tough times to be a good person?
Do they have to have things handed them on a silver platter to be a bad person?
Do they deal with abuse and ridicule to become nice?
Or do they take what they've dealt with and through it back at people's faces?

Of course, I'm not making assumptions to everyone, but...
why is it that the good people suffer?
Is it because they've dealt with so much shit&awareness that they're formed to be geniunely kind-hearted?


I'm not thinking straight. I'm sleepy, but it's just been bothering me.
I have too many questions running through my head.

Memories.

Yesterday, I went with my grandma to go pick up my brothers from school. On the drive there, I saw a few elementary schoolers looking down into a gutter, totally amazed of what was down there.

Flashbacks much?
Denise, Stephanie, and Angelina throwing cheetos and bottles to feed what was in the gutter in like 5th grade. XD Staring down into the gutter for several minutes to see if there was any movements. Puaha~

TGIF tomorrow.
Sleep. San Jose Sunday. I get to see my baby Christine! :)

I like the word pudgy. I'm getting pudgy. Pudgy pudgy.
I want another halloween costume. I hate how costumes are super expensive.

Ultimate cheesiness.

WTFsunnyislike: hey shel
WTFsunnyislike: so
WTFsunnyislike: i went to the hospital today
WTFsunnyislike: so lame.
WTFsunnyislike: and then they had to take an xray
WTFsunnyislike: soo they xray'd my whole upper body
WTFsunnyislike: and saw a picture of you in my head.
WTFsunnyislike: :]


This was totally blogworthy. It caught me offguard.

I Was Made to Be With You

Bleh. Late night doing homework. Tomorrow, while the rest of the seniors are at boat cruise, I'll be taking the fattest nap ever.

I hate physics at the moment. Confusing ass shit. I don't even feel like working on it, but my time adjustment is very narrow at the moment.

I need to stop blogging and get my homework done and over with.
I need to rewrite aplit question stuff.
Study for spanish test
math hw catchup
lab journal.

not much, but physics is making everything so damn time consuming. wtf?

College

Is anyone feeling just as scared as I am? Just as overwhelmed?
Maybe it's just me.
I was so excited for college last year, I couldn't wait to get out.
But now, it looks like a huge step I'm afraid of taking.

I Hate Odd Numbers and Unsharpened Tweezers.

I just realized today, I'm 17. I knew beforehand, but it just sort of hit me a couple hours ago. Then my reaction was pretty much "ewwww." I dislike odd numbers. I don't know why. When I was younger, my TV volume had numbers on it. When I adjusted it, I would always set it to an even number. I don't like the number 7, I like the number 6. Strange, huh?

My eyebrows are a friggen mess. I hate how my tweezers don't do shit. Really. I would wax them like I usually do, but I ended up ripping off a piece of my eyebrow... like I usually do. I would go get them threaded, but mom can tell, then she'll yell at me for wasting money when I already have a wax-machine-thingy already in my room. .___. We're in a recession... we're in a recession. Why am I so damn materialistic in a recession?!

On the brighter side, my mom made me a durian milkshake. :) I don't know how people find the smell so horrid. When I smell it in the house, I immediately think of durian and eat some of it's yummy goodness. =3