FML.

Under construction.

My room is under renovation, so I spend time in my living room/grandma's room, so no motivation or privacy at ALL. I only like doing in blogs alone.

I'll see you once again blog when I get my room back.

Happy November?

Wondering, once more.

I randomly thought of how I was able to stay in one class in elementary school. o__o; Now that I think of staying in one class for 8 hours of school, I would simply diiiiee.

I painted my closet doors today. I found a piece of HAIRY, MOLDY gum. It was gross, but I felt he deserved a name. Victoria called him Fuzzy Lumpkins. Dear Fuzzy Lumpkins, you're the reason why closet door would never shut. I hope you have fun on your trip elsewhere. Love, Michelle.

My mom is colorblind. She thought this green color was pink. -_-; Aiyah.

Today was a bad day.
I had so many test/quizzes/essays, my head was in a headrush moment all day, pretty much.
I wasn't able to take my nap either because I was busy painting.
At least I did a majority of my important homework.

I dislike school at the moment, blog. :( I can't wait until this weekend. I hate how teachers cram everything in the last week.

On the brighter side, I got my SFState application question answered, finally.

I feel like crying though because I didn't want to be too late for the SFState meeting, that I rushed through my essay and couldn't concentrate properly on it. Ugh, damn and my application mistakes.

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Ok. Just finished my application for a job.
Night, folks.

Geez. Really now?

Just because I don't speak Khmer well doesn't mean I don't understand it; I do, perfectly well.
Damn fucking old tarts. No need to fucking shame my brothers or me down.

Friend & Sibling Adoration.

Today was a spiffy day.

- I got to sleep in 45 minutes because of no A period, but I still had to stop by at the gym to tell my teacher I was "here" for A period. He ended up not being there so blah.

- I ate my sandwich in senoras class. Finished my work on time.

- Talked to Alameda about me being here on time. Dance class, chilled and listened to music.

- Read in all 3rd period. Found new things about The Metamorphosis.

- Rally period, went to the library with Victoria and ventured around. :3

- Lunch period, walked around. I pigged out like a mofo. Victoria was spazzy. o__o; <3>

- Physics, finished my work.

- Trig. I actually paid attention and triiiiied. Stayed after a bit to get some more explanations.

- APGov. Read essays, took notes. Malina LAST minute told me she was going to visit me.

- Parade. Really quick, but kudos to the floats. :)

- Peets Coffee for the first time ever. My mocha freddo(?) was okaaay. Mocha latte>mocha freddo. Discovered the taste of real, coffee&milk only coffee. I died a bit inside.

- Malina picked me up, yaay! Along with Marilyn and Amenda. Bum drank my drink. Trader Joes to get munchies. Munched on munchies.

- Got home, Malina raided my room.

- Sallys! GOT NAILPOLISHES FOR PEOPLEEE and myself. :3

- Learned how to tie a tie

- Spazzed out on my brothers HP costume.

- Now i'm here, haaaaay.

What I Love About Nightmares

Is that they seem to stretch for a long, long time. Especially when you only have 3 hours of sleep, it makes it seem like 10 hours. Hellish? I suppose so, but when you wake up, you're wide awake.

I'm weird.

I had a dream where I put my purse in a crane machine and two hours later, my purse was gone. I asked the worker who took it and he shrugged and all he gave me was the 80 bucks that was in my wallet telling me it was the person wanting to give it back. But they still took my wallet, purse, digicam, and phone. -_-; I was more devastated with that. LOL.

Last night, I had a nightmare about a stalker in my house trying to find me and kill me. I've been having a lot of dreams about that. Everytime I attempt to talk to the police, my voice fails on me. Even though it was only a 45 minute sleep, it seemed like forever. It was great, oddly enough. I knew I was dreaming so I was floating in and out of dream world. Haha~

I wonder if I still sleeptalk. All my dreams consist of me not talking, if I do. It's the most painful thing ever to get my voice out. I remember also having a dream about confronting my cousin about shit, well... it was painful to talk but I did get words through. I just wonder if I was shouting it in reality.

Goodnight folks.

Cereal

is fantastic at night. :) Special K with Strawberries if my new favorite now. <3 Replacing Honey Bunches of Oats with Strawberries.

Even though I don't have any homework today (If I do, it's probably not due until Monday) I still feel crappy. I don't know why.

No A period tomorrow, so maybe then I can get spiffied up a bit. :)
Makeup? Maybe. I haven't worn any at ALL this year for school considering I wake up 20 minutes before A period starts and then I get all sweaty and grimey then my makeup is all smooshy and smudged. I rather not risk that.

I just hate it when I look so different with it on.
Oh well.
I'll go extremely light.

TGIF tomorrow.
Next week is end of the quarter.
BOOOOOOO. I still have B's! FDKLGJD

I wish I was something special.

As I'm writing my personal statement, I can't help but feel like a failure in life.
I haven't joined many clubs at all.
I barely have any community service hours.
I'm not a "leader" in my community.
I'm just plain 'ole whatever.

On the brighter side, I took a 3 hour nap.
I sleep too much.
I'm thinking of working Saturday, but nah. Maybe it'll just be a chill day. I'll work on Sunday.

fkjds;

Killer massive headaches these past few days. My head is freakishly heavy when I wake up each morning, I contemplate whether I should go to school or not. I conclude that when I wash my face I'll wake up and the headache will go away, nope.

Off to school I go, again.

Frustrating.

I hate the idea of myself not understanding anything (if I try, that is)
I tried in Physics. Really, I still do.
BUT IT'S THE MOST FRUSTRATING CLASS EVER, I SWEAR.

APLit is driving me nuts. I'm at an 83%. Bye bye wishful 4.0. :[

ASKLFJASKGLDS.